Not Feeling Well

July 1st, 2009

ok… so I’ve not lived the healthiest lifestyle… fattening foods… smoking… drinking… women of questionable morals…

actually that sounds pretty good…

then why do I feel like crap?

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I have an appointment tomorrow at the cardiologist.

Moved to the new server

June 16th, 2009

You would think that something this major would provide it’s own fanfare.

nope, just a couple of geeks on their computers, mildly annoyed that it took this long… cutting into their World of Warcraft time…

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Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-04-12

April 12th, 2009

Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-04-05

April 5th, 2009
  • sick as a dog thismorning… god I hate cold and flu season #
  • plz RT: We have a challenge going to get 100 people into the Un-official Fetlife at one time! http://tinyurl.com/fetlifechat #

Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-03-29

March 29th, 2009

Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-03-22

March 22nd, 2009

These are the people I think are interesting. #FollowFriday

March 20th, 2009

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And these are the people who think I’m interesting

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Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-03-15

March 15th, 2009

What would you do?

March 14th, 2009

They say Integrity is what you do when no one’s watching. But can you ever know when no one is watching?

As a Gorean , it’s my job to always watch, understand, and learn. The looks, the glances that my girls receive as we go our day are the keen eye of a trained observer, watching, measuring, absorbing.

It’s not just my girls, but others as well, both in and outside of the lifestyle.

A friend, and I use the term loosely, was in trouble and was almost literally begging to help bail him out, again. This friend was always in some sort of trouble or another and he had nearly bankrupted his father in court costs, bail, and lawyers fees.

I put the situation out in the open and outlined his options, all of them legal, and plainly asked him a simple question, “What does your gut tell you to do?”

My heart sank as he came up with the only option I hadn’t mentioned, the only illegal option he could have chosen. I was not surprised however. He had his options, and tried to bypass the consequences of his actions. I had bailed him out for the last time, because, for the first time, truly I had a measure of his integrity.

Back to the subject of this ; my girls, or in this case, my potential boy. Don’t get all homophobic on , I’m strait, so gay is not a possibility, but the possibility of owning a male slave is. I have owned boys before, but always had a Domme partner at those times. This is the first time I’ve ever had a boy beg for my , when I didn’t have a strong woman on my arm (so to speak).

He was respectful, he waited until everyone was well out of hearing range before he asked, and he asked with his eyes down not presenting a challenge, but an expression of a desire to serve.

Although I have known this boy for a while, I have never directly measured his integrity. From what I know of his choices in the past, he has displayed an unfortunate lack of situational awareness, but nothing to indicate a lack of moral fortitude.

I know what my answer is, and it doesn’t have anything to do with his moral fiber, but I put the question out there for the Dom’s reading this , “What would you do? What measure would you put into your decision where is a non-issue, only service?”

think it quietly, there is no requirement to answer, but think your answer, what would you do? Then sit back and measure your answer against the fact that; “No one was watching.”

My Own Twitter Hashtag #Mez

March 13th, 2009

Thanks to a couple ideas from friends (who also talked into joining , even after my last post about the subject) I’ve been given my own Hashtag #Mez for posting tweets relating to my or / / slave training.

Angel thinks this is a bad idea. It just feeds my already unbearable ego. I think it’s just perfectly appropriate.

does an effective job at communicating bits of info to friends but it’s the add on tools that make it worth while. Separating the lines of information out into “Searchable” information. Trivia really, but at 140 characters at a time.

Life is trivia. @Catalina is quitting smoking and is too damned cheerful about it. @amethyst1 is moving in a few days, we’re gonna miss her online till she gets setup again. @TwistedMonk still makes some of the best rope in the business, wonder what the next Color of the Month is going to be?

Trivia about my life? Well I guess you’re just gonna have to follow @JarlMezentius or use the add ons to search for #Mez. But then again, you could just read my . What a concept.



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